淚雨

Thursday, June 18, 2009

struggling with my template =.= think need to brush up on tat. lol* so tired now and i hav to work tmr again. rest for 3 days straight makes me slack~
today i've made up my mind to forget about him. cus it's near impossible for us to be tgt as he has got someone he loved and i dun wanna intrude anymore. my past relationship had been destroyed by a 3rd party and i know the feeling. dun wanna create another heartbroken soul. anyways, it all started since 14/05/09 when he 1st held my hands. it's him whom led me out of my darkness with my heartless ex. from then, we've become v gd frens. shared secrets and spend precious time tgt. with him, i know i wont be alone.. and i dun want him to be alone too. thou he is always smiling but i could feel his inner sorrows. when he's quiet and focusing on something, he exudes a coolness i cant explain. it's the moment tat i wanna embrace. wanna hold on to him but saddening thing is, i cant. not anymore. no space too.

rained @ 12:08 AM