淚雨

Sunday, July 12, 2009

this is so unlike of me.. normally i'll go all out to confess my feelings for the guy i like. used to be straight forward and cool. dunno wads happening to me now.. mayb of the past incidents tat makes me feel inferior and confidence seems to seep away. lesser and lesser day by day. i wanted to care for him; but i cant do it the obvious way. he'll be sensitive enough to know and tat's not wad i wan. i dun wish to express myself yet i wanted to know how he feels towards me. sigh* guess situations like this always occured, not only to me. he's always so nonchalant. hates* =(
feel tat time is running out for me. he's gg to be out for another overseas trip and NS on 24th july. should i? should i not? @.@ how i hope someone could advise me on wad to do now.

against all odds. boy; im falling for u indeed.

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