hahah. tmr meeting jus and bao for fishing at 9am yet im still here blogging into the wee hours. hmm. so far i hasn't been smoking for 10 hours. way to go! gambatte~ lol* tmr my frens gonna be suprise. it's real difficult. now my addictions are creeping into me. will i give up to the temptations marh? hopefully not luh. i'll think of xuan when i feel like smoking. she'll be watching me. hais* just now on msn group chatting with tc, jus and bao i keep acting nonchalant to him. now my heart aches a lil. since he's the one who give me the cold shoulders 1st. say wad in vietnam hotel got lots of girls clinging to him. loads of crap. who will believe. he's always lik tat. hahahah. tmr he cant join us for fishing. i bet he's feeling pissed off. lol* anyway. hope he'll come back on 10th morning. helplessly missing him. =(( boy; be back soon. we shall we bicker more.