淚雨

Saturday, July 25, 2009

today jus accompanied me for the cpt interview. must wait for 2nd interview next week. den after interview met up with ah bao and jason for steamboat near bugis. den ah bao received tc phone cal saying tat he was being sent back home as he is suspected to hav contracted H1N1. ohmygawd! dun spread to me pleassee. not tat im afraid to die or whatsoever, i want to work and earn money! hopefully my immune system will protect me. =((
after i heard he's sick, i msged him asking how he is, and suprisingly he called me back asking who am i. duh.. either he changed phone due to ns or he sick till cant rmr me. anyways, im happy tat i've got over him. im very worried for him as i'll do too if it happens to any of my frens. hope he dun misunderstood anymore. hahahah. xD
tonight i told jason not to send me home, i'll take mrt since it's still early. dun wan trouble him everytime. i will ps also. after i reached home, he text me asking if he can jio me. dun wanna hurt his feelings, i said let nature takes it's course. but to be truthful, i dun hav tat special feelings for him now. maybe in the future, i wont know.
for me, i dun take love seriously anymore. ever since my ex left me, the way he cheated my feelings. it's really enough. after he left me, i've totally changed into another person. for those who know me long enough, shall realise.

P.S: to them if they happen to came across- its my fault things turned out this way. u two were my best friends whom i trust and shared secrets with. i apologise for my impulsiveness guys.
BEst regARds and Take Care.

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