淚雨

Wednesday, July 22, 2009

ytd i accompanied jus to bukit merah clinic to get some med for her injuries. her wounds are recovering but may get inflammed if not treated with care. hmm. hopefully it wont leave any scars. =(
later we took bus to IMM for dinner. met up with the usual friends again but he din came. den we all decide to go jurong safra to play lan. jason came on his bike and i told him to bring me there. heheh. too bad jus and bao hav to take bus. anyways they are cpl, it'll be bad to tag around also. wows* 1st time on a bike, feeling was great =DD thou at 1st i was worried i might fall off. lol*
tc came along much later. i thot i can let go of him, but when i see him, those feelings came back. fcuking useless im. when we are playing l4d, once, i fell off the top floor to the 2nd floor. while i've just starting to find my way up he came down to guide me. he's sitting far away from me so at 1st i dunno it's him. thot it was others or the computer. anyways tats helpful of him.
after tat jason drove me to nearby coffee shop for supper while the rest of them took bus. shiok. for tat whole nite. we din talked at all. only shared conversation btw all of us. think he felt awkward. cus of tat incident. he left early, said tat he has work tmr morning. din even say goodbye. =.=
jason drove me home so i dun hav to waste cab fare. really many thanks to him. when i reached home lying on my bed, i cried while thinking of him. and this will be the last time. he dun deserve it. looking forward to tmr farewell party for him. i'll find someone who will appreciate me.

`~*i will definitely get over u, a promise to myself*~`

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