淚雨

Tuesday, July 7, 2009

miss his voice, his laughter.. just now he send me a few msg on msn. but went offline awhile after. sob* thot he's here to accpy me. he said he is bored. stuck in a 4 star hotel and 7-11 is 3km away. lol* wonder y he chose to msg me instead of his 400+ frens on his list. misses me? misses me not. hur hur. guess not. 99.9% no. another 4 more days cant c him. hopefully tmr i wake up i can dun like him anymore. mayb it'll be better. why..? cus i know this gonna be another unrequitted love. my fren told me he said he could sense tat i've feelings for him. probably this is the reason why he is backing off. if my love is reciprocated, he wont do nth about it. time for me to wake up. hahahahah. hahahah.. thinking back on those days.. why he lend me his jacket when he himself is shivering cold at night in cptc. why he call me for those small little things. why does he tell me about his life and his matters. why he wan to meet up with us for kbox spend $26 for just an hour when he has other activities going on later? why he wan to spend $13 cab down all the way from jurong west to woodlands to meet me up for lunch for jus an hour? some i dun really hav an ans. too free? too rich? or he just take me as a gd fren? i really dunno. his actions for me, it's really sending the wrong signals to me. anyways.. i will just let things go naturally. the last time we meet up will be our last overseas trip. if there is no advancement on his side. i'll just let this stay hidden. `~ahiddennote~`

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