淚雨

Monday, July 20, 2009

hmm hmm. wondering if i'm suffering from insomnia. rawr* my eyes cant barely open wide now. went swimming today again. cooping up at home makes me go bonkers. den went to petlovers and bought lots of things to pamper yuanyuan(my chinchilla) dried strawberries, parsley, apple sticks and gnawing lava bites. hahah. she's now making lots of noise with the bell attached to the gnawing block. long time nv dote on her liao. spend a little bit more also nvm. thou now im jobless. =((
hais. he is online now but i dun wanna talk to him anymore. lol* it's over. good or bad? depends on how one decipher. seriously, it doesn't matter much to me. cus i'm the latter. =S
today i finally made up my mind to go for nursing in NYP. wasted two years in ite and accepted a love tat landed me in deep trouble. thou my L1R4 KNS.. i should be able to get in. cus nobody really enjoy being a nurse; shift work, deals with life and death, blood, complicated medical reports, pharmacology la, oncology la, DNA and health infomatics blah blah blah.. btw, i should really thanks Justina for re-igniting my passion.. hur hur. i had been thinking since the 2nd last semester of my ite days. even thot of dropping out from chemical process tech. but it'll be such a waste. since graduation, i hav been in a dilemna. work? or study. continuing poly in cpt is definitely out of the question as i dreaded engineering. anyways.. it's all behind me. now, i've made a plan.
i'll find a job now, preferably as a clinic assistant till next year jan. i'll start off 1st by applying for ITE nursing. partially is to gain insight and another one.. to act as a back up. hehe.
note: my main priority is to find job 1st!!! eeks.

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