淚雨

Wednesday, July 15, 2009

to further proceed..? or to back off now. those words tat he say earlier in the msn. no gf means no burden; no liabilities. sharply pierced my heart. feeling so emo now tat i dun wanna tok to anyone.
P.S: sorry ah wee. if u happened to read this. i apologise if i've neglected u. pls pardon me as i need sometime to be alone and think. =(
hmm. no matter wad. i'll still make it clear to him. whenever i hav the chance during batam trip on thurs or farewell party on next wed. even if i face rejection, it doesn't matter. no regrets; it's my style. anyways after he go into NS we wont hav the chance to meet up anymore. shyt* now hav temptation to smoke. luckily hse hav no more cigarettes.
feeling terrible now. T.T

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