淚雨

Wednesday, August 26, 2009

im not an angel, nor a saint.
im just a normal human.. greedy and selfish.
dun have to be apologetic or guilty towards me. this decision i've chosen, it's just for the benefit for myself only.
i used to recall, did i made the right decision? and now, my answer is yes. even if time machine exists, i'll still make the same decision.
reason why i chose to leave this entanglement?...

simply bcus i just wanted a relieve. there bound to be sacrifices, but it's worth it. if this is a solution den why not? i can free myself from endless sufferings and at least he wont be trapped in between.

my life had been miserable. but i've found the purpose of living finally..

loving someone isn't necessarily means having him/her by ur side, is to let him go. this sentence which i've always heard.. now i could finally decipher and digest.

feelings may fade due to time, but most importantly, the purpose remains there.

everything happened for a reason. it's impossible to foresee, so nobody's at fault. so far, no regrets.

lastly, to all.. the past is meant to be reminisced, not to be brood over. therefore, embrace every moment, including tough times and keep going forth.

rained @ 3:30 AM