worked till 8 30 and walked my way to mrt... board the train and after 1 stop, i discovered some one really familiar sitting opposite me.. after a closer look, i realised it's my ex.. =.= suprise tat y i took so long to identify him. he texted me telling me to take gd care of myself, and dun reply.. i'll definitely take care, it's my own body and im the sole responsible for this. i'll find my own happiness one day.. not long from now. at work; today had loads of doggies.. jammed. lining up waiting for their turns.. boss went fishing so didn't came down. instead a part timer came down. her name grace. heard from senior she worked for 2 years in grooming. but dun look like.. LOL* senior kept on bad mouthing her.. cus she took her own sweet time doing her stuffs. using 2 and half hours shaving botak. i only had 1 month 2 weeks of experience yet i did a botak taking 35 mins.. @.@ even lady boss told senior tat my hands are faster den her.. no wonder they dun like her.. something really hilarious at the end of the day, senior finished off earlier den he swept the floor ard me and his only.. at first im not aware of it. while waiting for the doggy to spa, i swept her area. senior came in and laugh.. u silly girl, i wanted her to do it herself cus she always dun do her part.. =.= hoping time fast forward to 3 months later, i'll be able to earn by commission. senior calculated for me, by the rate im doing now, i should be able to earn $10 per hour. so it's like $80 per day.. $2k per month... $.$ looking forward to it!!! =D 7th month coming soon, this friday. although im an athetist, i still believe spirits does exist. grace told us to burn joss paper and pray so no mishaps will happen during our work. for example, injuring the dogs. as grace injured a few dogs during her work during tat month last year when she nv give offerings. i wont do it, for sure. i'll just be extra careful. wondering how is xuan doing in the nether world. think after september 15th den i'll be able to put my mind at ease. will be doing her ritual on tat day.. spend $1.6k for this, have to avoid lots of activities and have to eat vegetarian for 7 days, 3 days before and after.. i'll do anything for your sake. mummy owe u too much.. just rmr i love u, if u could.