slacked the whole day at work. sian*
did only one labrador retriever today.. and senior did 2 dogs. have to give him do cus he's earning by commission.. by 3 pm both of us are really counting down.. played on his psp.. monster hunter. and reminscing about the times when im playing this game with him, my ex.....
now tat i've changed my url i could finally unleash my feelings without her knowing..
hunting for rathalos plate and rathian ruby. our hunting tactics tgt; i'll throw the paint ball and he'll den throw the flash bomb. and off he'll use his hammer aiming for its head while me on my great sword, aiming for the tail. we'll bring life powder and saving each other in the nick of time.. i will always bring loads of flute along boosting his attack, health and armor.. supporting him when my potions are down. he'll always save all his mega potions for me as im the chiongster while he's the strategist. lol* those happy memories is all i'll get reminded of when i thot of him... even thou he had did alot of wrong things to me, i cant bring myself to hate him. i've turned a big round and i realised i still love him..
now, he's on his way to starting a family with her.. i know.. its unrequitted.
im not hoping for a reconcile. as he already chose her over me and xuan..
just tat my heart damn hurts.
anyways, enough of these...
after work today i went to buy a new charger and a crystal case for my nds lite and for my viewty.. not intending to change my handphone anymore... i'll be keeping as much things about him with me.. the pink psp he bought for me i've sold it to my fren as i was feeling real depressed and i dun think i can buy it back from her.. i wonder does he still use the blue psp i bought for him? =(
i still kept the little diamond ring he bought for me, his baby photo, the keychains he gave me and our neoprint. intially i cut them up and threw but only to found out i have left out one.. hais* think i'll sleep now... dun think too much bah.
rained @ 11:58 PM
