淚雨

Wednesday, September 2, 2009

today im happy at work compared to ytd.
1stly, i got my salary in the early morning! hahaha. so i bought a bag for my mummy birthday immediately after work and she like it alot. =)
2ndly, i was told by boss tat there will a $200 increment to my pay end of this month! wakakaka~
3rdly, instead of 3 months probation to commissioned pay. it'll be changed to 2 months. ^^ so after sept i'll start to earn alot more. sweet.
lastly, dogs today ain't spoiled brats. thou senior off today.. i can still manage. =)
bathed a guinea pig today. lol* her name piggy. she's all black but cute. but i think the shower head really startled her tat she squirmed =.=
when i first started working as a pet groomer in bedok, i didn't really get to work on small animals except dogs. working in this place now im really contented. whenever i recall of my old work place i'll get reminded of many people. my old boss. she is very understanding and gave me lots of advices. more of a friend den a superior. sometimes i really wished to send her a msg telling her im living well now and express my gratitude but i couldn't find the courage. sighs. another one is someone special.
someone who once liked me but i've hurt him.. many times i wanted to talk to him, telling him the actual reason why i've rejected him. i liked him tat time but just couldn't shake the feeling of getting betrayed by my ex. i feel guilty as i lied to him and hid my feelings. all i can say is we know each other at the wrong time. just after a failed relationship.. i was devastated at tat time and ill-treated myself but he nv once despise me. now i have overcome the emotional burden but he's not there for me anymore.
needless to say, i deserved it. guess he like someone else now.
not fated bahh..

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