rain; cleanse my soul.. let me think clear. dun give me too much hopes; since we are still friends. if we crossed the borders.. i'll feared tat u'll go away, after i've put in my heart and soulx... no reasons to explain why ure name appears on the newcoming msg i'll smile.. sighs* leave all to fate. at work; minutes when i was abt to knock off.. a cross breed came in and wanted to trim neat. i was like zzZZZZZzzzzz. no choice but to do. since it's still my probation period. so no argues. T.T after work; went to buy groceries for fei mao. tat cat who's always in my neighbourhood. since i've moved hse to here.. she's always sticking close to me as i keep feeding her food. the moment she sees me after my school or outings she'll tag along following behind me to the lift to level 9. but daddy always dun let her stay in so sadly. she stays outside my doorstep. anyways, i've finally labelled her as my kitty today.. with her collar with a blue bell. hopefully one day daddy gonna let her stay in with me. after tmr.. it's gonna be my off day. one more to go. my arms are aching like shyt. hands numb every single morning i wake up.. arghhs. tubes of hand creams ain't helping me deal with my animals-inlicted scars and 60 yrs old-looking hands. price to pay with my dream job.. another sighs.. good night to all and to fei mao outside. slp tite.